Hiding a Smile

There is a game that most of us play.  We all do it and it is easy for us to hide our cries. You rarely see on Instagram or Facebook the cries that we have.  We mostly read them through our status messages or in vain Twitter responses.  If we were to be judged for an Academy Award for the way we “act” and “carry on” , I am sure that the nominees would be far too many to mention and so great to even attempt to reward. I can admit for the past few months that I have done a good of of hiding …mostly.  Those that know (which are few) are privy to my uncertainty and bewilderment of what is next for my life.  Is it marriage or children? Is it a new job or position? Is it another traveling spree to a different country or State? I do not know. 

Most of us are in the bucket of trying to figure out what is next, soon to come, or awaiting our attention, our instinct is to hide the cries and place our smiles into the forefront.  I doubt this cycle or way of life will never end.  I guess what I will begin to do is to ponder what is behind the smile someone has, or what is included in the smile from a posted photo.  The very same reason behind our smiles could be shared with another.  Funny thing is that we act so well, our acting jobs are so superb…we may never know!

I Love You But, God Loves You More!