Wednesday, June 24, 2015

The "R" Word!

It has been awhile since I have written on this blog. So if you are old and/or new welcome! The reason I have been away has simply been because of time.  I have been very busy accomplishing goals and trying to relax my mind so that I can accomplish goals. I have had some changes in my career…new ladies to date…an almost near invasion on this blog…okay it was invaded and it still might be invaded to this day. I guess some people want to analyze me on this public forum and feel that it is my life.  People don’t seem to realize that the blog forum could be for information purposes, to let out frustrations, to share art, and so on. To use the words on this blog as a symbol of a person’s life is wrong. In addition, using the blog as a way to get to know someone is not wise either.  I am saying this because I don’t want to have to block my blog from others and this person might still be trying to follow what I am writing and if they are...enjoy the entertainment. I was going to parse my words because of the incident, but I’m not! This form is MINE! I digress.

Life has been interesting and I am taking it as it comes.  The funny thing is that last night I realized that the thing that is good for me I might not want and the thing that I might want I have allowed someone else to get.  It is funny. It almost makes me want to use the “R” word…REGRET! Something most of us do not want to do. However, it is a sign of maturity if you are able to realize that a specific action...a decision might be a wrong one. The decision is something that you wish you could take back and/or correct, but you can’t. I was feeling this way last night and also for awhile.  I don’t know what to say about it because I try to get it out of my head, and yet it is there.  In addition the decisions I have made have made it virtually impossible to try to change.  So I guess I will live with it. I think the other party knows and it may be mutual.  I am not sure.  If the feeling is mutual…well I wonder if the idea of REGRET has hit everyone.

I Love You But, God Loves You More!