Happy Holidays to you...that is the proper way to start this off. It has been awhile since I have been up here and just for a few updates my birthday was cool and so was Thanksgiving. I didn't do too much and well that is fine with me. So now we are in the Christmas season and with it days away people are more concerned about giving and being a good samaritan more than ever. As for me...I have been doing a lot of taking and for once I do not feel bad about my actions!
I was one that did not involve myself in having lady friends for convenient reasons...bed buddies...fuck buddies...that has truly changed. I feel that my house and bedroom has become a revolving door of just doing what I want and getting what I want and still being civil(for lack of a better term/not nice) about it. I am not dogging anyone out, but I feel that my good guy and nice guy image is not working here in this area and I ought to be taking advantage of whatever at this time.
I am not really concerned with the way it may make me look. Besides I was being a gentleman and that got me nowhere.
I opened doors at all times whether it be in and out of the car...my car or hers...doors at the movies...anywhere...taking care of the bill at a concert...at dinner or lunch...you name it I made sure I was the chivalrous guy...that of course is out of the window!
I guess it is part of a change that needs to take place. It is very hard to find true and genuine folks, and I will say I am too lazy to deal with the B.S., plus the nice guys finish last anyway. So why continue to do something knowing that it is not going to change. We all know that is the definition of insanity.
I Love You, But God Loves You More!